curiosity

Lunch time often finds me browsing the internet and finding thoughts I should have lost long ago.
Recently I found a web page that came from the single most hurtful relationship I have ever had (so far).
In a most confounding way it was reassuring.
The man is still a liar and still making "use" of the same story lines.

However this is where the dead cat comes in....

There is this bewildering part of me that drinks of this evil - I want to know more and yet the more can only be disappointing.

There is too this feeling that he may be more successful in his life than I am. At least someone is curious - how sad that it is me.