It is better to be violent, if there is violence in our hearts, than to put on the cloak of nonviolence to cover impotence.- Mahatma Gandhi, Indian political and spiritual leader (1869 - 1948)
I am lost!
I am losing my ability to control my anger. My poor daughter had to listen to me this morning and I am barely able to sit here at work.
I have never had the desire to fell the moose and have my daughter(s) look on - the moose really fill me with awe for life and God and all those things that horrid weird woman posing as a politician says abortion destroys. But people on the other hand .. I think I really was meant to be an assassin. when I was fourteen, I was convinced I was and took steps to learn the trade. By seventeen I had fallen in something I thought was love and decided to explore life instead of choosing a mission.
I am losing my ability to control my anger. My poor daughter had to listen to me this morning and I am barely able to sit here at work.
I have never had the desire to fell the moose and have my daughter(s) look on - the moose really fill me with awe for life and God and all those things that horrid weird woman posing as a politician says abortion destroys. But people on the other hand .. I think I really was meant to be an assassin. when I was fourteen, I was convinced I was and took steps to learn the trade. By seventeen I had fallen in something I thought was love and decided to explore life instead of choosing a mission.
some things never change... the supposed love of my life then, left me like the stranger alone next to him and I failed to learn the lesson and once again (many times later in fact) I am silent to the one I should be able to confide in.
My life is out of balance - My tolerance is waning and I am very tired. I would like to go sleep on the mountainside and just be silent.
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Life has a way of fucking up the best laid plans...even mine.
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